Sweety, you are allowed your pity party only until noon tomorrow. No more!

We've all felt the same way you do, but most of us realize that it's only the depression speaking and making you see things in a warped perspective.
Tao, you should know by know that you can't just snap out of it and you most certainly are NOT pathetic! I wouldn't like you so much if you were! Stop listening to your depression's lies, Hun. Give your meds a chance to work or talk to your dr about it. Lots depends on how long you've been on it. Maybe it hasn't been long enough or maybe it's not enough or too much. It's hard sometimes to figure your meds, but just hang in there. It will all come together.
You're in my thoughts and prayers, Hun. Don't give up!
<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.