i didnt realize that Sometimes and i dont know punky.

thats so scary! oh sh_t! i just have to be noticed in the system? i better not say sh_t. thats why im scared to be in the community treatment center cause i think theyll put you on that stuff fast...forced injections.

idk i mean i cant live my life being on so much medicine. i wish they knew that.! i cant like live...you know...a full life. im bound by this medication. this sucks so much.

im thinking about even quitting my therapist so i dont get noticed in the system. her comment about sending my medical records to my new pdoc was really unnerving. and disturbing.