There has to be a reason for it, Sweety. It could only be a chemical inbalance, but your T will be able to tell you more. Stop being so hard on yourself! Things are bad enough when you aren't feeling up to par. Be kind and gentle with yourself... as if you were your own child.
If you want to talk about it, you know you can always PM me, ok?
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<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>
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