Moved, no friends, don't have any way to meet new people, no volunteering events, my old friends 30 miles away minimum radius don't talk to me anymore. All my friends are gone, I am sick too sick to go out anymore. I just want to die, I don't have any friends, **** people. I almost got hypothermia and my legs from my condition hurt like ****ing hell and had 4 hours of paralysis to actually move my body fully a bit again, but now very stiff and in pain. I hate my life