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Originally Posted by I.Am.The.End.
It's not just simply attention…and I realize the next part is going to make me sound like I'm a narcissist, but…I have a desire to be worshipped almost like a deity. I'm not sure where that stems from exactly.
And I want the world to revolve around me and I always feel down if I think I look hot and I seem to get no attention for it. My self-esteem seems to be black and white too—either I feel better than everyone else and no one deserves me or I feel unworthy and like I don't deserve anyone else. It's all quite weird.
P.S. I hope everyone who is sick gets better soon. I forgot to mention that earlier.
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I want to be adored, looked upto, and worshipped too, don't know about 'deity'.
I can really connect with what you're saying. I like being looked at, especially see some jealousy or admiration in the eyes of others. When i feel good about my looks, and I don't get any mention of it from anyone, I feel terrible.
I have some 'fame complex' i want people to listen to me, talk about me, i don't want to just live out a 9 to 5 job anonymously (no disrespect intended)
I think you want it all, or nothing, at least on what you say. A bit like me.
You're very honest, I don't know how many people are like this, but they probably won't admit it.