Zeldox/Geodon rendered me asexual. And, not that I knew it then but now that I am off it, suppressed creativity. Lithium, compared to Geodon, is a little lamb - it only dulls me a bit. Dulls sexually and dulls emotionally, but a bit. Everybody responds differently, but for me, I'd rather stay away from regular use of antipsychotics. Prn is ok for me, but not on a daily basis.