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I often think I would rather be dead. Sometimes i just wish I would get cancer. Pray to god that i would just wake up dead without being suicidal. just would rather not live. i am not afraid of death. hellava way to be but I get just plain tired of battling.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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