Nannywoofwoof, thank you for replying. I am from England too, I don't know. I know I was 14, I was old for my age though, does that matter? Also, I know I consented initially but I moved my head away and he had to like push it into my mouth... I don't know. It didn't feel right. I told someone straight away after, which makes me question that it didn't feel right, or I wouldn't have told anybody. I don't know, all I know that this is ruining my life and has for the past three years and I don't want it to anymore

Thank you for replying again, You don't know how much it means to me x