i know how you feel, i have few friends except my husband and son. alot of my neighbor friends got divorced and moved away within the past year, so i am basically by myself throughout the whole day. i do like having time to myself as i am schitzoaffective, and have PTSD and bipolar, but even then, i am way too lonely. this forum place is my lifeline for now. hopefully neighbors will move in but i'm not even sure i could handle someone moving away again.