I guess it feels both good and uncomfortable. He knows I have a low self esteem and a horrible past with abusive men.. so maybe it just seems like bad judgement on his part. And I would think that his personal feelings about looking forward to certain clients shouldn't really be discussed. The tone of his compliments aren't sexual. But when he says he looks forward to our little sessions it does seem a little deep and connected. I feel like he's expecting a response but I don't give one. Then our next session is followed by something involving paperwork and feels distant. I really don't know. I see him in an hour and I have a very bad feeling this could be our last session. I don't know what will happen once I don't have him for an hour every week. I am very happy with him.
|