Dear T,

I have so much that I need to work with you on if only I could bring up the subjects. I don't know why I am scared as you have helped me with so much and I trust you completely

The first thing we need to talk about is why I can't ask for help when things are bad? even when I was at my lowest and made some stupid choices I gave you well thought out but not 100% truthful responses... It would have been so much better then if I had been truthful as I know you would help me get the help I needed,