Hi doyoutrustme, yes, sometimes it's about facing doing one day at a time and just doing all you can do. Anyway at all you could make your job just a little more interesting, brighter or easier just for now??
But try not to put too many expectations on yourself and try to do something nice for yourself today, whatever that is for you e.g. relaxing bath, put on music you like, get some chocolate (???).
Here's hoping as well that tomorrow is better for you!!
But you know where we are if..............
Alison