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Originally Posted by Lookupandsmile123
Nannywoofwoof, thank you for replying. I am from England too, I don't know. I know I was 14, I was old for my age though, does that matter? Also, I know I consented initially but I moved my head away and he had to like push it into my mouth... I don't know. It didn't feel right. I told someone straight away after, which makes me question that it didn't feel right, or I wouldn't have told anybody. I don't know, all I know that this is ruining my life and has for the past three years and I don't want it to anymore 
Thank you for replying again, You don't know how much it means to me x |
You are doing the right thing going for therapy. It might feel that it is not the right thing for you and it may feel that you are getting worse before you feel better, but keep at it. This must not ruin your life. It's over and you have to let it go so you can move on. Stop punishing yourself please. I know that is difficult when it has been with you for so long, but you have the rest of your life ahead of you and as you grow older you will be able to look back and hopefully one day in the future it won't seem such a big deal. I hope that makes sense love Nannywoofwoof