Hello, regretful. Congratulations on your three months of sobriety! That's a huge milestone. If you don't mind me asking, what meds do you think are making you feel worse? If you just started meds it takes some time to get used to them. I find it hard to believe that the side-effects of your meds are worse than a hangover. They say folks with alcohol problems have a "built in forgetter." Perhaps you're forgetting how much alcohol dulled your senses...or, if you're anything like me, the blackouts were the worst. Again, please feel free to PM me at any time if you're in trouble. I check this sight several times daily. Hang in there...You're doing great!