I don't know, really. What I do know is that there is no place that we feel completely safe. So I've kind of given up on that. But we've been checking back here to see if you got our posts. The url we posted has forums and chat and is very DID friendly - it would have to be because so many multiples frequent the site. We could stage a coup. ;o) The "getting over DID" thing doesn't scare me so much anymore because I know no one can make us do anything we don't want to do. But I know it still scares some of us - so much that new bad things happen sometimes because of the fear.

I read your other posts. It's incredibly lonely if you don't know anyone else with DID. But I have DID, and you can talk to us.

We never have enough time - never.

The question that makes us scurry and run for cover is this one, "Who's talking now?" Uuuuuggghhhhh. I really wish that either a) the media & entertainment industries had never gotten wind of DID or b) that the public was educated about it enough to never say "Oh wow you mean like Sybil?"

We're all just parts. Parts of a whole. Host is the word used when describing the organism that parasites have attached themselves to. Hehe. We're none of us parasites! I guess it's different for eveybody, but I think we're like you in that there is no "host" part. We're more like a puzzle - a bunch of pieces making up a whole.