Thanks. I got to a therapist but I don' t really want to mention it because I know they will tell my mom. I don't want to worry if it isn't so serious. I also feel like it's kind of embarrassing. I feel like a freak because I want to die but I have everything that i need to be happy in life, but I'm not. I had an appointment with my psychiatrist today and the increased my dose on my medication so hopefully that will help.