I will not trust anyone for anything anymore. I don't find it useful. If I choose to die alone in the woods it should be no other person's problem, but mine. I don't like anyone, I hate it, they want to take what you have and leave you dry or kill you when they have the chance. I am done, with this stay positive crap when I'm being treated like **** and left to rot. **** you stupid friends who don't care, but you're parties and your girls and the crap you escape in your head. I just want the simple pleasure of never being stressed wherever I go. I can't feel safe in my home, my sleep, my thoughts, no one. I hate being here, for thinking like this, I'm treated like I should be locked away and thrown away the key if someone should be locked up is the people who think neglect is ok. **** humanity