Oh EV, I can so relate to your "turmoil"(may I call it that?).

I had similar feelings, but I could NEVER ask what T. thought of me, because I was so sure of the answer.... and was so so afraid to hear such a hurtful thing. ..... so with that and a few other reasons, I quit therapy.

I hope you will stick with it at least a bit longer and express to your T. the feelings you're experiencing..... I didn't do that myself! ...... and now, I have unanswered questions...

esthersvirtue-

mandy