something different.
Tonight I wrote a note to myself that said
“You are enough.”
Regardless of the circumstances that surrounded said note - I’m proud that I chose to defend myself instead of feeding into the insinuation that I am not. Where my instinct reaction has been self destruction, I immediately went the opposite way and chose to be compassionate with myself. I don't know why I did and I can't promise that I won't feed into the urges eventually, but right now - in this moment I chose to do something different and I'm sure that has to count for something.
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A majorly depressed, anxious and dependent, schizotypal hypomanic beautiful mess ...[just a rebel to the world with no place to go... ]
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