I think about my death often, too. I believe in heaven and believe it is a much better plane than in this one so why would I want to stay here.
I was in the hospital for a medical condition last year, They had me on dilaudid. The nurse came into my room with my next dose. Shortly after she left I felt extremely, but pleasantly, tired so I laid down and within moments was out. I woke in the ICU. The nurse gave me 4 times the dose. I stopped breathing and was unconscious for about 8 hours. Since that time I think that would have been a really nice way to go. What if they came in a minute too late?