TT left. I met with her today and she said she was leaving the program and was referring me to someone else.

I feel kinda blindsided. I never really got the feeling she cared about me at all. I told myself that I must be being over sensitive but with how cold and abrupt everything ended, I think I was right. I went to T expecting to have an hour long session where I open up and tell her how I'm feeling about opening up to her. Instead, 30 mins and she's gone. She did offer me a closure session next week but I didn't even want to talk to her at that point. Not because I was mad but because what's the point? I had prepared all this stuff to talk to her about and make an effort to try to connect with her and she just announces she's leaving next week and everything just ended. She didn't charge me for a full session btw.

To be honest, it's better this way. I didn't click with her and I was constantly blaming myself for it. Because of that, I couldn't get myself to switch. But now, I have a chance to try again without having to tell exTT that I was leaving. I told her that I have to be referred to a woman. She said that won't be an issue.

So... idk. I don't know what my new TT will be like. I just feel tighter with LCM now. TT told her that she was leaving and was going to tell me today. LCM texted me after my session to make sure I was okay.