No one will reply and there's no point in starting a thread because no one will reply to that either…so I guess I need to find another place to talk to people or just get used to talking to no one?

I can't even get dressed today and go to the store. It's better anyway because that means hopefully I'll eat less. Or maybe just not eat at all for a while. There's really no point. There's no point to any of this. Why did I even wake up today? The world by its very nature mocks me and my existence. I don't think my "friends" in real life even know what hurts my feelings and it's not like I can say anything. I also like that no one is really all the concerned when I disappear or they haven't heard from me in a while. Maybe I should just keep to myself and see if any of them actually miss me. Until then, I can be bombarded by the media with pictures of couples and people who are able to put together a band. Because apparently everyone knows that having someone actually highly educated in music would be detrimental to a band. Especially if they write music and can play several instruments. No one in their right minds wants that. Not to mention that having a hot bad*** chick would completely ruin their image. People are so incredibly stupid!

But I get it world, you don't want me. For anything.