Yep I'm fully employed. I can't imagine not being employed, and I grew up with pretty strict expectations put on me so I've always known self-control.
Emotionally, I like knowing that NO ONE else helps me with my life. I like knowing that everything I've bought, and everything I've done, is because I've worked my butt off to get it. I like having total say in my life and finances - I would be a complete wreck if I couldn't afford to live without assistance. I'm lucky enough that I don't experience mania or psychosis, which is a huge help for me.
I also find my job is helpful to me. It's actually my strongest anti-suicide plan... because there's no way that I could inflict that experience onto a group of kids (I'm a teacher). Also, when I'm depressed the kids sometimes say or do things that will cheer me up or at least distract me. And when I'm hypomanic they're a riot and I can use a lot of my energy up doing things with/for them.
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..."
"I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am.
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