Dear T: what a strange way I am feeling right now. Last time we talked and I said I had been waffling about cancelling that session, you said you knew "something was up" because I hadn't emailed you anything in the 2 weeks between appointments. Well, I have something I want to share that happened this weekend, it was a good thing, and I want to email it to you, but I can't let myself, even though I know we only have a short check-in session scheduled on the 13th and I probably won't have time for this. Isn't that weird?! Usually I am trying to stop myself from emailing and failing miserably, now it's the opposite, I want to but I can't let myself. I don't know why either. You never told me NOT to. I have started the email several times and pulled back before I could actually finish and send it. Oh well. Maybe I'll work on condensing it so I can fit it in next time.