Thanks...it is HARD to choose a user name!
How much time has passed? since the trauma happened? well the first thing was when I was 5 and i am a parent of kids older than 10 now sooooo.
How long have I been working on this? i have been in T for a long time...but working on other things....dancing around the BIG thing. Then this flashback thing happened and it seems we are talking more about IT now. about a month I would say.
so you are saying I need to get comfortable with the way I am feeling now and not want to get past it? I feel really stuck in it though...lots of WHY ME and Why didnt someone help me? and Why didnt I stop it? and WHY WHY and feeling rotten about how it has shaped my life and subsequent events and who I could have been IF ONLY. And it is a depressing sucky place to be.
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