Let yourself grieve. I know it is tough because they have become our friends and family. I have lost several that I held dear. But after greif my heart has always openned up for a new adventure. After I lost my dear poodles years ago, I went and adopted Abby then three years ago I got Scooter. I love them dearly and will shed many tears when they are gone. They are both 13 now and I treasure every minute with them.

I hope after you go through the grief you can open your heart and let love come again. With dearest sympathy.