I've decided to wait until May when school ends to seek help for my "symptoms". The severe depression is the absolute worse right now! Ugh! I'm doing my best to keep my "happy mask" on while at work. If all goes well and I receive an income tax return I will use that to live on during the summer months. My school closes mid May through August. During the summer I will take a break from working around little children and focus on getting help for my MI. I've thought about it quiet a bit and I think I am willing to get some serious therapy and possibly take some medication. The medication part scares the crap out of me because of what happened years ago when I tried it and had very bad results. But it's years later and I am willing to try again. I just want to wait until this school year is up mid May because I know that once I open up this can of worms it's going to be a serious roller coaster ride! Until then I have to survive...

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