I'm too depressed to really get much done unfortunately…musically or otherwise. I just seem to sleep most of the day and have to fight against myself to continue to eat. I really need to go to the store too…

I don't think it would bother me as much if I hadn't finally felt able to really trust someone and even love said person only to be used and betrayed by said person soon afterwards. See, I should know better than to love anyone. You'd think I'd have learned that by now. I think the lesson is finally learned.