been feeling manic this week due to some stresses a main one with my horrible brother. In the last few days I've been really aggressive and the best way to describe me was 'ready for war' phoning the bank was part of this war, but I expected this to be a screaming match but they were so helpful and understanding and this boosted my confidence. Which made me feel that if I could talk to the bank for 1.45 hours then I could man up and talk to my friends and join in the game. If its not mania, then maybe its my first good day in a long time, the fact that all the situations came out positive was so great. I also didn't speak to any of my normal stressors today. Today was a good day! I took my zopiclone and last diazepam almost an hour ago but still amped. Mania or normal, good day :-).depression free day :-)