Sounds like you deserve some time for yourself.

I've often felt similarly to what your feeling. Therapy and medication has helped me.

Sometimes I just need to cry or be a child and let myself be perfectly imperfect. Children 'fail' all the time and we don't judge them because they're learning and we don't expect them to know it all. We don't have to know it all as an adult either. Try taking a bubble bath with candles and rubber duckies if you can and just be a little girl.

Sending you a hug. (((((mtaylor)))))