I am terrified that I will be sucked in this depression the rest of my life. I am only 15 and have felt like this since 7th grade. This already feels like forever I don't know if I would be able to handle this if it continues. I hate feeling the pain, sadness, and darkness. I hate when i start feeling better and just crash back down. I feel like this will never end and I don't know if I would be strong enough to keep going.