Depression is the worst for me. Im so embarrassed that I cant communicate with people, the crying spells, the anxiety/depression attacks where I blurt my feelings out, the way my face and body language is. I try to be aware and fix it but I just end up looking awkward and people think I am strange. At the moment I cant even hold a conversation, I cant even think.

The lack of brain filter, what ever I think comes out of my mouth, but its not always a good thought, sometimes I dont agree with the thought after thinking about it but the first reaction thought is the one that comes out of my mouth.

Anxiety with shaking, twitching, rocking and trying to catch my breath which is really annoying and embarrassing because people think I am sighing when I am just trying to breathe so that I dont start hyperventilating. I get teased about that kind of thing so it makes me more self conscious to be around people.