Today was pretty rough. I looked in the mirror this morning with so much self hate that I even stopped eating today. I had no breakfast or lunch. I am not used to not eating so I ate dinner but I felt so guilty after.
Right now I am just about to cry because I feel so unwanted by my friends and my family. I feel that I will never be good enough. I just want to give up and crawl in a hole forever. I just really want someone that I can trust to talk to. And right now there is no one at all I can turn to.