I nearly broke down in tears at my work place tonight I am still in training and I am really behind as far as my training goes and what I need to know.

having bipolar, being ADD, and having general anxiety and typically low self esteem, does not help the situation for about the last few two hours I have been sitting down working flash cards to get the info down in my head and I intend on spending another few hours working on this stuff tomorrow before I go in.

I am doing the best that I can but I am still struggling I scared out of my mind about losing this job. But I have to keep self affirming to myself that I am doing this most that I can.

And that possibly this job is not a good fit for me, I am working with vocational rehabilitation here in town, and they are offering me extra coaching with my disabilities if I need it. I think I need to tell them about my discussions with my assistant manager that went down tonight.

my assistant manager knows of my issues, and things sort did get heated. But I turned around and worked very hard at correcting my mistakes and putting real Effort into my work tonight after I got off too. So I am hoping that helps.