Yeah. But forgive me for lacking a less drastic thing to compare this to, my parents didn't exactly raise me in an optimal way and that is on them but I still suffer from it. I still have the trauma and psychological scars from it. Obviously, TT didn't traumatize me or do anything even remotely as significant than my parents, but it can still help contribute to damaging my trust a little more. I have to figure out how to handle what I've been given