Yes she knows. And I feel like she is helping, but not enough... Lately things are worse. Self harms a lot worse, not eating, not sleeping, not wanting to leave the house, trying to attempt suicide (stopped by my boyfriend). I'm so stuck.

I don't care if I was 14, I was/NEED to know if it was assault otherwise. If he knew when I kept pulling my head away I didn't want to. But he thought he'd try anyway because I would do anything for him. I loved him, he was all I had and I was vulnerable. Please help