Ooooooh yeah. I hate back-pedaling out of an unintended "argument" when I realize I don't know what I'm talking about and/or even agree with myself(!) Then there are the ones that are completely innocent thoughts that the words come out jumbled and sounding totally suggestive. I'd say "ill chosen" words, but that's the problem. They're not chosen. Boom! There they went!

But for MOST embarrassing, I'd have to go with losing control. Total meltdowns, especially in public. Had a couple of whoppers about a year and a half ago. Epic embarrassment. Even with the likelihood of being hauled in, couldn't stop. One, half aware a crowd had gathered, their fingers undoubtedly poised over 911. And talking about me. The other, even when the cops showed up. Within the span of a week and half. In two different states. God, that was rough. Turns out I'd gone into one helluva mixed state.

Pretty embarrassing too when I can't stop talking and muttering to myself either. Vicious self-talk. Inside my head, "Shut up! You sound totally demented!" What's outside my head is not fit for writing.