I suffer from this too KrisJack. I am currently 200 pounds and I hate the way I look, I feel I am fat and ugly too. I bought the T25 system too and haven't been able to get past 6 minutes of it. I literally did just 6 minutes and gave up. I totally understand how you feel. 99 percent of my time is in my room too and im 33 years old. Its amazing how similar our lives are.

But I tell myself that I am beautiful and someone will love me again. Unlike you I have had many other relationships but they didn't help my self-esteem it actually hurt it. People can be mean.

But don't give up! I am going to try the T25 system again and get right back up on it.

Good luck to you and remember we are worth it!