Every single bit of it. I hate the whole thing and everything embarrasses me. I go through phases where I'm fine with it then and say I wouldn't be me without it. Then when I hate it and am like would that be such a bad thing? I am in this rather be anyone else as long as I can be a functioning member of society who can clean her house, cook, care for her kids, and work. I'm just over the whole thing

Fefe(28) -bipolar II
Hubby(28)
Son(8)-aspergers and possibly ADHD and odd
Daughter(5)