I'm wide awake. This sucks. I really need to start getting out. It's just hard with all this snow and I have a hurt back, so I have to be careful. Falling on the ice is what ruptured the disc in my back. I don't drive and its like almost a mile to the bus.

I just can't wait until winter is over. But on the bright side, this is the first winter in a long time that I haven't been in a deep dark depression. I would get so depressed before I was diagnosed and medicated properly, that I couldn't even move. Couldn't eat, barely showered. Can't wait for spring bc I will get hypo. Then I get **** done. I'm hoping the meds don't stop it bc that's when I actually feel like life is worth living.

Well I'm rambling again, lol. I've just been so lonely this winter. Haven't even seen family. My son is living with his dad. His dad finally stepped up to the plate. It was so hard doing it all alone. But my son comes home a lot. But he's getting more accomplished being at his dad's since he lives closer to town and drives so he can get him around easier.

Well guess I'll check out Netflix. Hope everyone has a good morning.