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I don't think it is an indulgence I think it is a disease. But having said that maybe it is not a bad way of looking at it if it helps you bull through what you need to do. Or maybe it can help you prevent going into a bad one.
I really really hate to admit this but there have been times that I have indulged in my depression. I have had it so many years it has become comfortable and familiar in a way. But for me that kind of means I am giving in to it and not fighting it. I get so tired of fighting and forcing.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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