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Originally Posted by GenCat
I feel like death, I think about death, I want death to come to me. No matter who I reach out to, who i talk to it never seems to help the problem. My problem is deeper, more painful than you could ever imagine. I fight everyday and its still not enough. I do not care about anything nor do I wish to care. I seem stuck in quick sand and keep sinking and sinking. I yell for help but no one comes.
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I feel the same way. This passed year, I haven't even tried to not feel depressed anymore. I can spend several days just lying in my room listening to audiobooks and playing on my iPhone. I can't fight it anymore. I have no answers, no one else seems too, so I'm just gonna stand still until a miracle or I die, whichever happens first. I keep telling God, I'd prefer the miracle though.