So I'm addicted to my Best friend ... well ... we used to be best (online ) friends, but I think between us we have abused our friendship to the point where it won't ever be the same and I'm not coping with that at all.

I'm just making a complete idiot of myself but I can't seem to stop. He no longer feels the same or has the time to chat during the day and I know I need to walk away but I can't seem to make myself do it even thou I hate myself for not having more self respect

I miss having someone who 'gets' me to chat to daily, someone who feels the same way I do about certain things, who makes me smile and feel better about myself which is hard for my poor hubby as he lives with me 24/7 and anything he tries is met with me feeling its because 'he has to'.

I'm so sad right now and feel so completely lost. I have no idea where to go to meet like minded people online .
I just need someone to shoot the breeze with about music and gaming and occupy my mind