Hi All,

Sorry in advance for this rant, just feeling a little bit down tonight, have to get some feelings out and maybe some answers in the meantime.

My girlfriend dumped me 3 weeks ago, and I'm just a wreck. I had been going through depression for a few weeks before the breakup, but that event just put me off the charts. I began acting erratic and highly emotional. The past 3 weeks have felt like a rollercoaster ride. I've been seeing some counsellors and I'm finally getting myself together.

My girlfriend dumped me in the first place because she had to work on being single, becoming her own woman in a sense. I'm very happy for her, as I know it's something that she wants. I'm just not too keen on her methods of getting it. It feels like she's a new person. Is it selfish of me to want the old personality back? She used to be so happy and willing to help and kind, but now she doesn't seem to display those qualities anymore. The thing is, I still care and love her very much and I hate to see her destroy relationships with other people. I want to help her so much, but she rejects me. I just don't want to see her get lost on the wrong path.

Like I said, I still care and love her very much, and am looking towards the future when I'm better with myself and vice-versa. Am I wrong for wanting to get back together with her? Should I even be thinking about a future with her at the moment? I am, and I can't help it. I just miss her presence in my life so much, and I just wish she could be here with me at this very second. I'm worried that she'll cut me out of her life in the future.

I'm so confused, and there's so much stuff to write down, I hope all of that made sense