@zinco14532323 i know and im trying my best with a limit resources of help

@gayleggg i have no job and i barely have enough money to survive for another month cause its been tough to get a job these days cause im 30 and not much jobs available for people around my age, and there is none of free helps in my country.. thats why im searching around the net until i found this forum and hope i can get some help or even get some smile just to make me abit forgeting every pain

@paynful i have always been trying my best to keep stronger and im lucky enough even tho i was living at the street with no money to even eat.. i can finish my school by taking any job i can get despite im still too young to get any job.. and i always have try to get up everytime i get knocked down.. but im just too tired to even try to get up again.. when its never makes me gets better.. thats why im looking for anything to give me a bit strength

@Kindheart17 your story are pretty much makes me relived that im really are not alone.. people with pretty much same story like min are out there and still hang on to this life..
me too want my girl back and today i tried to make a new account (since she blocked me everywhere already), find her and try my best to talk nicely if we at least can still be friend so in my head at least i can still had a slight chance to prove her i care about her so much.. but she told me im the one who makes her cheating on me (dont know why cause i swear i never cheating on her at all and i always show how much i love her every single day with my attention and stuff) and then she block and report me..
and i hope i can be as strong as u are cause i really hate giving up