Thanks everyone.

Innerzone, I do agree I need to talk to my hubs. I just get to where I worry my family ping me harder because I am bp, especially my daughter when I am ill with her. I did notice last week that I had been more agitated then usual. In results I did have to apologize to my daughter for some harsh words. On the other hand, since she has turned 18, she has been disrespectful, mouthy, and just plain outright does pretty much what she wants. I just feel like if I'm not all "happy go lucky", they think I need a med change. But, my husband has brought up in the past things that I have done, when I asked, very lovingly. He also used my depression when we first got together to write off my true feelings too. I did address that though. Darn those demons in my head pulling me into distrust and confusion. I just don't want to jump the gun and be put back on Prozac for possibly no reason . So torn right now.

Thanks amster-bamster, I'll have to check that one out. I think keeping up with my mood would be beneficial in the long run.