I lost all of my friends as my depression got worse. There excuse was I just didn't fit in anymore. I wonder, if they left me for that reason, I am not actually better off finding one or two friends who see me through the lows or a bunch of superficial friends how can't see past their made up perfect lives to help out someone who is struggling? Some of it was me. I was a drain on them but the rest was that they were so caught up in looking perfect on the outside they never cared to look at what people are like inside.

Anyway, that's my experience.