Oh, hon.... I feel for you, my friend! Talk to us and let us know how you feel. You're not really alone... but you're alone... hmmm... you know what I mean. We've sort of lost the regular contact we used to have... but you're always in my heart. I'm here if you need me. I love you, my friend!
To feel the sensation of loss is oh so consuming... try to live one day at a time... that's all we can do- really.