Hi Jamesie,

If you are 20, my dear friend, you have a whole life in front of you. It will not always go bad even if it seems this way right now. Life has its up and down.

With depression it's very hard to keep optimist and believe positive words that people tells you, about you or about life. Some people found help through medication, therapy, get support in places like this one. Whatever you do, the bottom line is for you not to quit on life because it is filled with good surprises, great people and above all love. You are young, my dear friend, and life is waiting for you. Give it a chance!

Hugs!
nightdream