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Originally Posted by vantonius
@zinco14532323 i know and im trying my best with a limit resources of help
@gayleggg i have no job and i barely have enough money to survive for another month cause its been tough to get a job these days cause im 30 and not much jobs available for people around my age, and there is none of free helps in my country.. thats why im searching around the net until i found this forum and hope i can get some help or even get some smile just to make me abit forgeting every pain
@paynful i have always been trying my best to keep stronger and im lucky enough even tho i was living at the street with no money to even eat.. i can finish my school by taking any job i can get despite im still too young to get any job.. and i always have try to get up everytime i get knocked down.. but im just too tired to even try to get up again.. when its never makes me gets better.. thats why im looking for anything to give me a bit strength
@Kindheart17 your story are pretty much makes me relived that im really are not alone.. people with pretty much same story like min are out there and still hang on to this life..
me too want my girl back and today i tried to make a new account (since she blocked me everywhere already), find her and try my best to talk nicely if we at least can still be friend so in my head at least i can still had a slight chance to prove her i care about her so much.. but she told me im the one who makes her cheating on me (dont know why cause i swear i never cheating on her at all and i always show how much i love her every single day with my attention and stuff) and then she block and report me..
and i hope i can be as strong as u are cause i really hate giving up
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I know what you mean. When my ex blocked from his Facebook I went into anxiety attack. I know is Facebook shouldn't mean anything but we went from been married status to block. Believe me after that I tried to find any possible way to reach out to him. I still do. Specially mornings and night time. I showed up to the house I know everybody think I'm nuts or stalker. But how can you stop caring for someone from one day to the next. I'm trying my best to remain strong. I haven't had one full day of been strong. I break Down a lot. Some days more than others. I don't have a lot of friends and those that supposed to be there maybe call once in a while or say they will call but don't. I understand everyone has a life to live. Like I said I try to live one hour at a time for now. That's all I can do but it isn't easy. I don't drive and I live far. Is not like I can go for walks. I have barely any friends just trying my very best. I don't seem to enjoy anything. Everything reminds me of him. Everything and I get super sad. I can't understand how a person loves you one day a d the next they don't. You hang in there better days have to come for the two of us. Don't loose your life over anybody. That's what I say. You hang in there. Don't give up. I'm trying my best not to.